waiting and wondering

well, here it is
july 1st
the day my house was scheduled to arrive
and what do i have?
nothing
not a basement
not even a hole for a basement
i am discouraged
pissed off
and a whole list of other things
instead we have more paperwork
more waiting
in truth there has been not much good news lately
and that is why i haven't updated sooner
it is just too depressing to come on here and put it in black in white that my house isn't here
and i have no idea when it will be
i was so excited to think that we would be able to have Austin's bday party at our house for a change
but now,
who knows
i am trying to be patient
but it is truly not one of my virtues
thanks for being a sounding board for me to whine about the ups and downs of this adventure
i *heart* my bloggy friends!